Apr
4th
Mon
4th
No sleep in april
what ever happened to the girl
who believed you when you
claimed the seeds in kiwis
were tiny black bugs?
i think she is craving
emptiness, again.
my memory is the worst
when trying to recall my
junior year and i think it’s
because that was the year
i smoked all that green.
when she was 15 she
felt hollow and thus
aspired to be hollow
i can’t remember why
she felt so alone.
the way she loves amphetamines
would break your heart.
my worst memory is of
when i thought you hated me
you weren’t disappointed easily
and i was just a wafer frame
heavy with emotion.